rasyid ryan razak
you and i
Saturday, November 21, 2009, 11:59 PM
it's about: i don't know

I'm sad that there aren't any Bleach (manga) updates this week. I hope there's a new chapter next week. My grandma cooked fried noodles which is really oily. I ate a lot & I'm really afraid that I'll have diarrhea tomorrow. I watched some performances of the Mnet Asian Music Awards (MAMA) online & I think it was great.

I'm really tempted to do a "Ryan's Review" now but I don't think I will. I can't wait to watch SBS's Spread the Love Concert tomorrow! Should I do a post on both concerts or should I just stick to one? Let's just leave that undecided 'till tomorrow.

Friday, November 20, 2009, 11:59 PM
it's about: cherishing what you got

First and foremost would be my deepest condolences to the model Daul Kim. May you finally rest in peace. My morning wasn't pleasant after I heard the shocking news of a Korean model that was found dead in her Paris apartment. Life is so short & death is too sudden. Sigh~ who knows when you might be saying, "Hi to forever"? Jaz was really shocked when she heard the news & her online journal entry just spills her emotions out.

I consulted Huey Miin today & told her whatever problems I'm facing in my design. I feel much better. Bestie, Haz, TinTin & I had a wonderful dinner. We had cup noodles but the laughter & bond between us was there.

Thursday, November 19, 2009, 11:59 PM
it's about: hehe, late

I met up with Haz for brunch at Bukit Panjang's Long John Silver's. I had the Spicylicious Chicken which isn't spicy at all. Have you visited Long John Silver's (Singapore) website? I seriously think that they're in need of a major help from a web designer.

Anyway, both of us were late for class by an hour & 15 minutes. It's a wonder why we even came for class. I didn't consult Huey Miin for my project. I went online, surfing the web for random stuff instead of doing anything productive. Oh well, I'll just consult tomorrow. Hmm, I've a sudden craving for Yong Tau Foo. I wonder where I could get one right now.

Wednesday, November 18, 2009, 11:59 PM
it's about: watching the couds pass by

I woke up late 'cause I didn't sleep at all for the previous night. OK, I took naps but that doesn't count.

I don't feel like waking up nor do I want to head to school. I want to go on a Hawaiian escapade right now. Right now, I'm imagining myself sitting around a campfire with strangers while singing along to Jason Mraz's 'I'm Yours'. Then, I'll climb onto my hammock & watch the starry night canvas as I wait for the sandman to tuck me in. I'll wake up to the voices of children playing by the beach, opening my eyes slowly 'cause the sun is shining brightly. From where I lay, I'll watch the fluffy clouds embark on their journey to wherever they may venture. Tough luck Rasyid. You'll have to wait a long time before you can transform your fantasy to a reality.

Tuesday, November 17, 2009, 11:59 PM
it's about: hopeless + helpless

I feel like a total ignorant. I don't think that's the right word to describe myself 'cause I'm aware of my surroundings. I can't be bothered by anything that's related to RHDP3. I'm just in situ, weathered by the problems I'm facing.

I question myself everyday as to of why I'm becoming like this but there isn't any progress on my thinking. Critique was as expected. In other words, it’s terrible. I seem to be taking my lecturers' comments lightly.

I am impassive. I don't know what's happening. I just want to be pushed around by the waves of time. On a lighter note, I had dinner with Bestie, Haz & TinTin. Lots of small happy things happened to me.


Hi, my name is Rasyid Razak but you can always call me Ryan. I'm born in Singapore on Monday, 16 April 1990 at 0633h. I like hugs 'cause they feel warm & fuzzy. Random? I know but that's me!